For National Dog Day
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.
You jump onto the end of the bed
as I sit to remove my slippers.
Before I can lift the sheets,
you’re at home on my pillow.
You sneak a glance, to see
whether you will get to stay.
Sorry pup,
perhaps another day.
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For National Dog Day
.
.
You jump onto the end of the bed
as I sit to remove my slippers.
Before I can lift the sheets,
you’re at home on my pillow.
You sneak a glance, to see
whether you will get to stay.
Sorry pup,
perhaps another day.
![20180826_030603[1]](https://shawnbird.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/20180826_0306031.jpg?w=395&h=703)
Your eyes glow
when you see me across the room.
It’s been a long time.
You’re still wearing your heart
on your arm.
Once again,
I feel appreciation for your admiration,
awkward it’s still unrequited.
Oh, the confusion of my youthful charms.
Thank you, for
reminding me
so sweetly
who I used to be.
In my old neighbourhood
I stop at a light-controlled intersection
that didn’t used to be,
On the corner
I see a glimmer of a younger me
in my safety patrol vest,
the stop sign at my back,
waiting for the whistle to spring to action
decades ago.
It is
It isn’t
Round and round
I can!
I can’t!
You do
You don’t
and trying
trying
trying
doesn’t make it easier
to pull your broken brain away
from turbulance
I don’t know you anymore
I don’t like you anymore
Loyalty keeps me doing
because I promised him
and you can’t help being broken
I know.
It is
It isn’t
Time ticks by
I try
I try
I try.
(An early Father’s Day poem)
.
When I was little
your face was behind a camera
capturing moments of my small life,
fearlessly climbing the steps on the tallest slide,
thigh high stretches for a toddler,
far above your head,
not afraid;
no pain had touched me.
Your greatest gift was security
to grow up confident in your love.
No one else ever loved me so well
or with such shameless devotion.
Oh, how great my loss.
When I miss you,
as I often do,
my memories are lit with
gratitude,
gratitude,
gratitude.
Hey, headphone man
with your head cast down,
I drive past you each day as you soldier on your way,
Always in the same place, unless you are late,
or I am early.
I try to catch your eye, but you march with determination
toward your destination.
I want to share our small connection, give a wave, or smile,
but you just stare at the ground, absorbed in the sound in your head.
Hey headphone man!
Look around!
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I’ve been working on this one for ages, as I do pass this guy every day on my way to work.
A poem for Cheryl: 1964-2018
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In every photo
you’re focused on those you love:
eyes gleaming,
radiating joy.
You wrap your arms around
grinning little girls,
smother them in kisses,
tackle them with tenderness.
Mother, mother, mother
in every fibre.
And now the children are bereft,
and your laughing eyes
have left the world.
We will look for your smile
in children who will never know you,
and see your laughter through your daughters’ eyes
as they embrace their babies.