Shawn L. Bird

Original poetry, commentary, and fiction. All copyrights reserved.

Found on the blog reader April 7 April 7, 2013

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 7:51 pm
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Poetry echoes with vengeance,

Bifurcated lamentations against mortals

Full of dirty melt water.

You tuned the whippoorwills,

we felt larger than life,

huddled together under the blustery illusion.

There’s no exit,

infinite stillness;

weighted gates have slammed rusted shut.

Catch the tears of a sinful angel

ominous beauty

with subtle return.

The waves can’t reach you.

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This is a found poem.  

As I scroll through the WordPress blog reader a few moments ago, certain phrases or lines jump out at me, so today I scribed them, and then re-arranged the bits to make something new and interesting.  The challenge is that I can only use the bits I found.  What do you think?

 

memory

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:50 pm
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The forget-me-nots

used to remember

a lot more.

 

glances April 5, 2013

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:31 pm
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You wiped my eye from the tears,

Tearing yourself from the

paper poetry of your perfection,

Ripping my gaze apart.

 

wishful thinking April 4, 2013

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:30 am
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I dream of easy affection

when I can celebrate you

without you analyzing my motives

and finding me lacking.

I dream of easy affection

when I can trust you

not to rip apart my offerings

with cruel and callous doubts.

I dream of easy affection

when you can happily accept

tthe best I had whether or not it

was good enough for you.

I dream of easy affection

but some days it seems

like my hopes bring me

a lot of pain

for nothing.

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Sometimes it is so much easier to close up the heart, when you are constantly misunderstood, rejected, and ignored by those who should love and respect you. 

 

April 3, 2013

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:00 pm

It’ll be a big event this birthday.

We haven’t seen them in so long.

It’s a perfect reason to celebrate!

The whole family can come (all ten of them)

The invitations are gorgeous

The bakery is chosen

Flower vases are waiting for beautiful arrangements

“It sounds like my birthday is just an excuse”

Um.  Yes.  That’s what a birthday party is–

an excuse to get together with your family.

“Have a family gathering any Sunday.

“I don’t want my birthday to be an excuse.”

So I hung up the phone,

baffled beyond words,

and suggested we cancel the plane ticket.

 

Camping out NaNo style

Filed under: Writing — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:05 pm
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April is Camp NaNoWriMo time.  You may know about NaNoWriMo–that frenzy of writing that is National Novel Writing Month.  If you sign up, you commit to write 50,000 words of a novel in November.  (Like you have nothing better to do, what with American Thanksgiving, Christmas, Hanukkah, and the like!)   I find it to be a punishing pace to write 1666 words every day for 30 days.  You can join with or make writing friends who you encourage.  You write.  Your receive encouragement or pressure from your writing friends.  You write. You get inspiring emails from the Office of Letters and Light.   You write.   I did it (as you can see by the icon on my page), but I confess that while working full time and juggling all my other responsibilities,  it was really painful.

Camp NaNo is  much less intense.  First of all, you can set your own goal.  I set mine for 25,000 words in 30 days.  That’s the pace I wrote Grace Awakening Dreams and Power: an average of 834 words a day.   At that pace I finished a 157,000 word (400+ pages) novel draft in six months.    It is a nice, relaxing pace, and joining Camp will provide the discipline of commitment and accountability to stick with it, since I’ve gotten a bit lax in my writing routine lately.

So here I am, plodding along at camp.  I still have to introduce myself to my cabin mates (having some trouble figuring out how to email them).   Another nice thing about Camp, is that it doesn’t have to be a novel, so long as you’re writing.  So while I do have a novel that I expect to be working on, I can count blog posts, poetry, and articles I write for magazines.  Gotta love that, right?

Look! This makes 290+ words towards today’s word count! 🙂

See you at Camp?

 

yes April 2, 2013

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 10:28 pm
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Yes, she says

Leap into the unknown

Do what you most fear.

Yes, he says.

Leap into my arms

Be what you most fear.

Yes.

 

poetry or prose?

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:38 am
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So what’s your preference?

The last few weeks I’ve had a focus on poetry on the blog, as a bit of an experiment.

Now that it’s National Poetry Month, in my typical contrary fashion, I will be switching to prose.

This is because I am participating in Camp NaNoWriMo this month.  Instead of the punishing 50,000 word goal of November’s event, Camp allows us to pick our own goals, and I’m going for 25k, which should be much more easily accomplished.  I will count blogs, articles, and fiction in one jumble of word count, and separate them out later.

My question is, what do you like to read here?  Do you prefer poetic ramblings, or commentary?  Do you like fiction samples or pings of other people’s amazing work?

I’m eclectic, but in the blog world, niches are good.  It’s easy for your audience if you’re consistent in your offerings.  It’s hard for me, because niches bore me.

Help me decide my direction and give me your opinon.  What is your favourite thing on shawnbird.com?

 

visit some friends April 1, 2013

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:55 am
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dog music March 31, 2013

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:35 pm
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The dog barks

The harp sings.

Strumming dog.

Barking harp.

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It’s a poem, but it’s also true.  When the dog woofs, the sound waves he generates reverberate through the soundboard of the harp and cause the strings to vibrate.   The barking yields a clearly audible hum.

Do your pets play your instruments?