Shawn L. Bird

Original poetry, commentary, and fiction. All copyrights reserved.

poem- Misty’s shoes June 3, 2017

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:11 pm
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Misty’s shoes

attended graduation,

tramping up and down the stairs,

standing at the podium as

name after name was read

each biography

each list of scholarships.

Dancing  for young people,

leaping off into the unknown.

Misty’s shoes were there,

celebrating a roomful of potential

that Misty will never know.

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A few years ago on eBay I purchased a pair of stunning black and white spectator pumps (Listen Up Harlow by John Fluevog).  While corresponding with the seller, I was told that they were her deceased sister’s shoes.  Misty had passed away from cystic fibrosis.  I was touched by the story, and wrote a character named after her into the novel I was writing at the time.  Misty loved shoes and dancing and her passions fueled her story line in Grace Awakening Myth.   (GA Myth is still in editing and revisions. Not sure that sub-plot will make the cut, actually).  Thinking about Misty while wearing her shoes at my school’s grad this week, I remembered young people I knew who passed away far too young.

 

poem- humming April 12, 2017

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:43 am
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I feel your humming.

Though you are far,

the vibrations of your present loss

reverberate.

I am humming

remembering you

near

nearer

nearest

wrapped around

my memories

squeezing like

a garbage compactor

humming

as it crushes

moments into

memories.

 

 

poem-ghost hug March 16, 2017

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:38 pm
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I feel your ethereal pride

in my accomplishment

as firmly as I used to feel

your embrace.

 

poem-toothpaste love March 6, 2017

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:22 am
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This was your toothpaste.

The tube still holds the contours of your fist

the last squeeze you gave it.

I wrap my hand around

imagine your grip,

the skin on your hand like satin tissue

squeezing paste to scrub your teeth.

It is a long time before I can remove the lid

and squeeze the paste onto my own brush.

Remembering your hand

holding mine.

 

poem- pocketful November 14, 2016

Filed under: Poetry,poodles — Shawn L. Bird @ 4:01 pm
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Old blazer.

I reach into the pocket:

A piece of plastic wrapper and a hole.

While pristine on the outside,

Both sides within are eaten through.

Instantly,

the ghost of an old dog is in the room with me,

the metronome of his tail slowly waving

while he looks away

to hide the twinkle in his eye.

 

 

poem-laundry September 13, 2016

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:16 am
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She inhales a scent of memory

Old sweater that remembers the body it enfolded

Releasing comforting peace amid grief.

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Thinking of a character in a short story I’ve been crafting, today.

 

poem-dance me July 23, 2016

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:50 pm
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May have this dance,

owed from fifth grade?

Embrace memory

And wistful wishes.

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Paper Town. John Greene.

 

 

poem-universe July 13, 2016

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:15 pm
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The universe conspires to send us messages.

Warm greetings from those who’ve gone ahead

Into the vast unknown, and we receive their love

and keep them alive in memory.

 

poem-pebble July 10, 2016

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 4:09 pm
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I am but one pebble on the beach of your memory,

but oh how I remember the tides of you,

lapping across the surface of me,

making me shine for a moment,

glinting in the sunlight refracted by your ripples,

toppling me in your surf, ’til I clattered like applause

as you went back out to sea.

 

 

poem-2 love July 3, 2016

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 4:55 pm
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I pass the tennis courts

where you used to play

and hope you’re getting matches

in heavenly doubles games.