Shawn L. Bird

Original poetry, commentary, and fiction. All copyrights reserved.

post trauma, get help October 7, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 11:52 am
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A high school class mate of mine, Stu Aspinall, was touched by the story of a soldier returning from Afghanistan. The vet suffered from Post Traumatic Stress, and without the support he needed to deal with the depression and anxiety, he took his own life. Stu wrote a song called Soldier Boy to raise awareness and funds for PTSD. Every 99c download on iTunes and CD Baby will help support the cause.  Stu has teamed up with the Veterans Transition Program at the University of British Columbia which is doing amazing work to help soldiers deal with PTSD.

PTSD is not the sole purvey of soldiers. Fire fighters, police officers, social workers, and victims of crime, among others, frequently must deal with trauma over what they are called upon to experience in their professional lives. I have seen this battle unfold up close, and I support Stu’s effort.  It is all too common that men are told to ‘tough it out’ or ‘suck it up.’   Trauma produces very real damage to the psyche, and the resulting mental illness must be acknowledged and cared for.  It is not a personal weakness, it is as real a wound as a shrapnel filled belly.  It needs to be treated appropriately.

Check out Stu’s video on YouTube, and if you like what you hear, give the video an official thumbs’ up, and go spend 99c.
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quote- love it or leave it October 6, 2011

Filed under: Commentary,Quotations — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:06 pm
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Steve Jobs, founder of Apple, has just passed away.  In 2005 he told the Stanford graduating class,

‎”Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.

“If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on.”

Wise man.  Don’t waste your life doing a job ‘just for the money.’  It’s not worth it if it kills your soul and steals your joy.  Confucius is credited with the aphorism “If you love what you do, you’ll never work a day in your life.”

I am lucky to love my job.  How about you?  Do you love what you do?  If not, what would you rather be doing?

 

hi story October 5, 2011

I’ve been reading Diana Gabaldon’s Outlander series the last week or two. I got the first book from the BC e-book library service, loved it, put in requests for the next two, had to wait a couple weeks, got them, read 1800 pages in 4 days, and now I’m waiting for the next two books to come available. As I wait, I have to catch up on the basement clear out, because the moment they are on the e-reader, I will be travelling to other worlds for a few days.

My own family tree is firmly rooted in the South and West of England, and on Continental Europe (France and Prussia). There are no Scots in my lineage, but there are in my husband’s side. In fact, his  father is the clan genealogist for the Clan Rattray. Their traditional lands are 20 miles north of Perth and Dundee (make an equilateral triangle, and you’ll find the family seat near Blairgowrie at Craighall Rattray). Some clan maps show them as a Highland clan and others as a Lowland clan, since it’s right on the border.

I wondered whether any of the ancestors had been at Culloden, and did some research.  I discovered that the son of his great great great great great great granduncle James was  John Rattray, a surgeon from Edinborough, was in fact at Culloden.  Moreover, he was serving there as the personal physician of Bonnie Prince Charlie.  Kind of makes the heart flutter.

Did I mention my husband is also called John?

Believe it or not, Dr. Rattray was a golfer.  He won the world’s first golf tournament, was head of the world’s first golf club (it later became St. Andrew’s) and is a signatory to the creation of the official rules back in 1744. (see here)  In a historical story that is almost comical (but certainly something that could have been in a Diana Gabaldon novel!) after being taken at Culloden, he was reprieved from the gallows by the intervention of a golf buddy- Lord President Duncan Forbes, Lord Culloden, himself.

The Rattrays are a sept of the neighboring Murray Clan (or allied with, but not actually a sept, according to some sources).   On the other side of the bordering  Murray land, are the Frasers.  Around the time of Culloden, the Rattrays had just won back Atholl Castle from the Stewarts, so I suspect they weren’t on the best of terms.  One wonders about the political initiatives that led to their involvement in the Jacobite uprising.

Knowing something of your family history brings the past alive.  Knowing our people were there, doing this, brings an immediacy to events.  It also makes a historical fiction seem even more possible.

Oh. There’s  a stone circle at Craighall-Rattray, too.

Got goosebumps yet?

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the reader October 4, 2011

Lost wanderer,
head in clouds,
still travelling fictional roads
though the covers are closed.
Slowly moving through today,
heart heavy
from a world spun from words.
Fiction being truth,
when living between pages
for several days,
rousing reality
proves difficult.

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Do you ever find yourself feeling something akin to culture shock when you emerge from several days of reading- reading book after book from a single series until the fictional world in your head is more real than the world your body habitates?

As you try to pull your head back from where it is still lost between pages, does your heart ache to be back in that place?  Even while you’re full of knowing that the place exists only in your imagination, crafted from the imagination of another, do you feel it is yours as much as the creators, because you’ve journeyed together?

I have the same feeling coming home after a time abroad.  Finding myself takes time.  Good thing there is a waiting list for the next book in Diana Gabaldon‘s Outlander series.  After reading 2 books (1800 pages) over the last 4 days, I’m quite emotionally exhausted.

 

VIDEO CONTEST! October 3, 2011

Filed under: Grace Awakening — Shawn L. Bird @ 5:07 pm
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Create a short video relating to the first scene

of

Grace Awakening  Book one: Awakening Dreams

 that takes place in a school bandroom

(see the selection from the sample here).

Be creative!

Interview characters?

 Re-enact the scene?         

Report like a newscaster?

Describe the event from the characters’ perspectives?

Describe from curious anonymous classmates’ perspectives?

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Rules:

  • video must be between 30 and 120 seconds long
  • video must show the full title and author’s name on screen for 5-10 seconds
  • video must be original and creative (For example, please don’t use music that you don’t own rights to)
  • upload your brilliant video to youtube.com and then submit the link to lintusen.press@telus.net or to http://www.facebook.com/shawnlbird.
  • DEADLINE for submissions: November 15, 2011.
Entrants are given permission to print off a copy of sample linked above in order to draft a script, or for other reference.

PRIZE:

Each winning team member’s name will appear in the print copy of Grace Awakening Dreams & Power

.  As well you will enjoy the admiration of those who see your brilliant results posted to a variety of websites!

 

Love song October 2, 2011

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 2:10 pm
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Lying in the afterglow

Replete with loving,

My head dances with flutes and violins.

A happy haunting

of my own song,

a lullaby of love,

a token from then,

lulling me

as I’m full to bursting

with now.

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Submitted to week 7 Poetry Picnic http://gooseberrygoespoetic.blogspot.com/.  If you are visiting from the picnic, please include a link to your own submission with any comment.  Thank you!

 

Would you rather have one free trip to space or free international travel for life? October 1, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 8:52 pm

That is so easy to answer that it involved not a moment’s hesitation.  Free international travel for life!  The most wonderful thing about our world is the opportunity to experience and explore the people, the history and the culture.  Looking back at Earth from space can be replicated, far more safely, by admiring a blue and white marble.

There are so many connections to make, travelling the world offers an infinity of adventure.

 

impression & memory September 30, 2011

I was watching the move The Curious Case of Benjamin Button the other day and was intrigued with this quote.  Benjamin says of the lady who taught him to play piano:

It’s funny how sometimes the people we remember the least make the greatest impression on us.

For example, my grade three teacher at Sam Livingston Elementary in Calgary was Mrs. Thompson.  I don’t remember anything about her, except her name and her face in the pink fortrel dress in my class photo.  However, it was Mrs. Thompson who first encouraged me to write down my many stories, and first gave me an audience for them, as she had my share them regularly during show and tell.  That encouragement was the first step on a long journey.

Who made a huge impact on your life, though you ‘remember least’ about them?

 

the patient September 29, 2011

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 10:02 am
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He folds into the chair
with deliberate casualness.
He speaks routine phrases,
but his eyes dart.
like a cornered creature,
warily watching.
He throws his words
defensively
he defines his territory,
while we nod
and wonder
when
wellness
will conquer.

 

Submitted for the Gooseberry Patch Poetry sharing on a theme of love and loss.  This one is about loss.  Please leave a link to your own submission, if you leave a comment.  Thanks!

 

title as theme September 28, 2011

When my high school English students are struggling to figure out the theme of a novel they are exploring, I always suggest that they take a good look at the title.  Most of the time, the title distils the essential element of the story.  This is certainly the case in each book of the Grace Awakening series.

Apparently I’m not the only one who thinks this way.  According to Poynter, in 1962 songwriter Johnny Mercer was asked whether lyrics or music begin the songwriting process for him.  He replied,

First — the title. That encompasses the grand idea, the crux of the obsession, the thought; it all goes into that … that’s what hits first, that’s what’s way back in your mind brought together in sharp focus; the title hits like a bullet, and if it’s right, then you have it, all of it, ready to go, in a succinct package — all the crazy, unconscious groping has merged into something real. … A title sends me. Is it the title that comes first? Or is it all of the inside of you that has produced the title, and suddenly you recognize it, and you think there it is — and from there you go. When a title occurs — I have begun.

I have to say that when I began Grace Awakening, I had the feelings conveyed in youthful poetry and some nostalgia.  I started writing about the feeling and imagining a scenario that went with it, but it wasn’t long before Grace introduced herself, and once she had, the title arrived soon after.  The feeling scene that started the book was edited out rather early on, as Grace herself pulled the story in a different way than I originally intended, but from the first week, Grace awakened to herself, and her dreams held the key.