Shawn L. Bird

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A Hallowe’en story October 31, 2010

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 5:22 am

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This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin.

The other side is closer

So fears well from within.

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Harold was out driving

Along a country lane

The fog was rolling thickly

The moon was on the wane

A crash rang through the forest

As a tree fell on the road

Harold’s heart was pounding

He looked for an abode

There off in the distance

He saw a flickering light

He headed off toward it

While pushing down his fright

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin

The other side is closer

So fear wells from within

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The walk went on forever

Though it hadn’t seemed that far

Was the light moving also?

Soon he lost sight of his car.

A crunching noise behind him

Made him jump in fear

A huffling breath was panting

The thing was very near.

Harold’s scream rang wildly

As something hit his knees

He fell stumbling forward

Face first on moldering leaves

He fought to look around him

But something held him fast

A voice cackled out of darkness

He feared a die’d been cast

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin

The other side is closer

So fear wells from within

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‘It’s just a very friendly dog’

Harold repeated to himself

‘Nothing is eating at

My continental shelf.’

He waited for the owner

Of the dog? or wolf? or bear?

Wondering whether he would

Survive to get back there

To find that flickering light

He could make out through the haze

As the something kept on chomping

He then heard through his daze.

“Oi, looky at what I’ve found!”

“Girls see what Blackie’s got!

“A quite live man is lying here

“He’s not yet filled with rot!”

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin.

The other side is closer

So fears well from within.

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The voice sent shivers through him

As she hauled her Blackie off

“That’s not much man,” another voice

Behind him sniffed and scoffed.

“He’s man enough for what we want,”

The first voice did insist

She hauled him up and leaned in close

Her lips pursed for a kiss.

Harold pulled back in horror

As he gazed at her face

She’d said he wasn’t rotten yet

For her t’was not the case.

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin

The other side is closer

So fear wells from within

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The cackling hag shook him hard

And turned Harold around

She marched him to the light

As he tripped o’er stony ground.

Although he didn’t tumble

His heart thudded in his chest

And even when he faltered

She didn’t let him rest

“Hurry up you man,” she muttered

As he tried not to fall flat

“We’re almost to your destiny,

Are you prepared for that?”

He wasn’t and he gasped a bit

His heart, it gave a flutter,

“Please don’t kill me,” he begged her

With a pathetic stutter.

She laughed, and others joined in

Hags circled all around

The flickering bonfire crackled

He quivered at the sound.

The beast that followed snuffling

Was sniffing at his feet

And Harold whimpered softly

As he was pushed onto his seat.

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin.

The other side is closer

So fears well from within.

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He finally saw the creature

That had munched him without care

It was huge with yellowed fangs

It wasn’t dog or wolf or bear.

Harold trembled as he realized

That it was not a beast

But a mangled, damaged human

Looking like Harold’d be a feast

Harold shivered once again

And gazed back to the hags

Who cackled as they stared back

And waved their filthy rags.

“Oh Harry, we are glad you’re here

We need your soul, you see.

The potion that brings back our youth

Requires ingredients three.”

Another hag joined in at that

and added solemnly

We need an arm, a leg” she winked

“And something more manly.”

This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin.

The other side is closer

So fears well from within.

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“When you have sacrificed your parts

You’ll see before your eyes

We’ll all become the beauties

For whom you’ll willingly die.

“Of course, just like in everyday

To hold a gorgeous girl

You’ll have sacrificed your manhood

By giving her a whirl!”

“You can pick whichever one of us

You’ll take home to your mom,

They’ll think you’ve hit the jackpot

And you’re having lots of fun.

“Of course, we’ll know the truth of it

That you can’t quite perform

But you can pretend all you like

And we’ll snuggle and be warm.”

Her coquettish gleam through hollow eyes

Made Harold feel quite squeamish

He didn’t need a trophy wife

He pondered how to vanish.

Then through the woods a booming call

Made Harold feel relief

The girl he loved had felt his fear

And was thundering through the trees.

The hags all scattered shrieking

As Harold’s wife came near,

“It’s time to go to hospital,

The baby’s coming, dear!”

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This is the time of year

They say the veil is thin

The other side is closer

So fears well from within.

This poem is part of Jingle Poetry’s Monday Potluck:

Hallowe’en / Trick or Treat theme

http://jinglepoetry.blogspot.com/

 

Be My Music October 29, 2010

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 5:45 am
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I heard a voice
from long ago
singing
Be My Music.

While I sat at my computer
working away
I found tears in my eyes

Grace would understand
how the music creeps
and pepper sprinklings of memory
burn

I am music
I am words
I am melancholy
I am bliss
I am
beyond this nostalgia
and today’s tune
is the best
song
I could have
sung.

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Brevity is an art October 28, 2010

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:33 pm
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Brevity is an art.
Poetry’s punctuated paucity
Of wisely winnowed words
Requires creative crafting

 

lost October 26, 2010

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:39 am

Lost in anonymity

flowing in a wretched sea

of tumultuous humanity,

I can’t find me.

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(spent a few hours in Vancouver yesterday.  A few too many!  Man I hate the city.  So glad to be home surrounded by nature, lakes and familiarity!)

 

Hey Death. October 24, 2010

Filed under: Friendship,Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:14 am
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Excuse the informal attire.

I suppose you’re used to

people taking this all a lot more seriously.

We’ve spent so much time

together these last few months

as you hovered over the ward

that I feel like we are old…

well, not quite friends exactly,

but at least… familiars.

I’m not planning to spend much

time with you, either.

I’m just walking through the woods

on my way to glory.

So I’m going to forgo the suit,

if you don’t mind,

and I’ll rest in this box in my denim

until the day I raise on the wings

of dawn.

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RIP Daniel Ross Brown

September 17, 1960 – October 24, 1998
I can’t believe it’s been this long.  We’ve missed you.
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The inspiration for this poem came from one on Darlene’s site:
and particularly the discussion after it.  Death doesn’t deserve a suit…
 

Be a man! October 22, 2010

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:17 am
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I heard an interview about this on CBC  and now I’ve been seeing studies lately in the Yahoo Newsfeed  about what women look for in a mate. Apparently when they’re ovulating in particular, they’re drawn to ‘manly men.’ The suggestion is that when women are most fertile, they’re most interested in the type of men who will provide them with the strongest off-spring. The study goes on to say that if they’re in committed relationships with ‘non-manly men’ that while they are unlikely to cheat, they will fantasize about manly men while they’re ovulating. Hmmm.

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How does this correlate to how women perceive ‘unmanly’ behaviour in a mate, do you think? If you are trying to be attractive to a woman, is it better to be a whimpering, pathetic shell of a man begging for her attention, or a functioning, responsible, independent man? Should you chase after her telling her that you desperately need her because you can’t function without her or should you seem like a confident, capable person without her and make her come after you?  Hmm…
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What do YOU think?

 

A sad loss October 19, 2010

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 7:01 am

and so this is 3. Yesterday came word that one of our amazing, hardworking Rotarians had passed away after a long battle with cancer. He’s been actively contributing of our club for years, and only stepped back in the last couple of months.

In the last 3 weeks, I’ve mourned the passing of three amazing men whose impact on the world was different but profound.

Grace to the grieving. Peace for the mourning. Joy in the memories.

Requiescat in pace Reg.

 

She’s gone October 17, 2010

Filed under: Poetry,Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 6:33 pm
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Today I’m thinking about all those times when we don’t hear what someone is saying to us very clearly, because we have our own agenda. Hearing the full truth may open a door we don’t want to open, but glorious things may be inside if we have courage to accept difficult changes.

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She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

I know you can’t

See past your pain

And you wish all

Could be the same

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

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You’ve tried before

To re-arrange

A month or two

You make a change.

But if it’s about

Getting her back

You’re never changing

The greatest lack.

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

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Quit loving her

And love yourself

Take your fragility

Off the shelf.

See who you are

And learn to be

The best you can

So you can see

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

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You’re better when

You’re not with her

With all the anger

In the air.

She wants to be a

Better self

And that’s why

She repeatedly tells

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

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It’s time for you

To push, to grow

It will be hard

Change is, we know

You’re worth the pain

You will endure

You’ll transform for you

And not for her.

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

Because it’s good.

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When you can smile and

See your strengths

And understand you’re worth

All the lengths

that others take

to make you see

You’re worth who you

Are bound to be.

When freed from all

Toxicity

That brings you down

And poisons you

And blinds you to

What’s really true

She’s gone this time

And it’s for good.

Don’t beg.  Don’t cry.

It’s truly good

For both of you.

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Here’s another blog post that reflects this theme beautifully.  When will the message get through?  http://deadpoet88.wordpress.com/2010/10/21/the-art-of-longing

Oh wow.  We got a blog poetry award from the Thursday Poetry Rally!  How cool is that?

 And although this was posted in October, somehow we received an Honourable Mention for September…

 

 

echo voices October 16, 2010

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:33 am

So there she is,

tears pouring down the face, 

having a conversation with an imaginary you. 

There you are, 

Still making observations that

…touch the core of things. 

… Melt with their poignancy.

…Challenge with their truth. 

…Encourage with their tenderness. 

The voices of memory

still real

guiding and teaching.

I think we might as well

give up on waiting for them

to disappear.

The paper strengthens them,

and love echoes through them.

Despite…

well,

you know.

 

lub lub lub October 10, 2010

Filed under: Commentary,Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:26 am

>>cough<<

>>sniff<<

A sympathetic sigh

and a late night trip for Neo Citrin

That’s real love.