Shawn L. Bird

Original poetry, commentary, and fiction. All copyrights reserved.

Every now and then April 15, 2012

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:01 am
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One of my favorite Garth Brooks tunes, covered by podline66 aka Larry. Enjoy!
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the truth about motherhood April 14, 2012

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 5:45 pm
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At the moment, I’m thinking about The Cat Years

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Giving birth

to all the dreams

of a future,

a blessing

longed for,

imagined

named

years—

decades—

before.

Happiness

held tightly

and blinking brown eyes

sleepily from a blanket

tightly wrapped into

a cocoon of possibility.

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Walking away,

snarling and critical,

bored and irritated,

cynical.

Mocking talents,

unappreciative of

sacrifices made,

opportunities given.

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Kindnesses

rebuffed,

communication

ignored,

considerations

declined.

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Mocking the dreams

and the sweet scent of

hope that lingered

in the folds of

new skin

wrapped tightly

with what we thought

was happiness.

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Possibility is a

far more pleasant

contemplation

than reality.


 

waiting April 13, 2012

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 2:55 pm
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“Patience is virtue.”

“Time mends all things.”

Yes, yes.

But John Dryden warned in 1680,

“Beware the fury of a patient man.”  

Because even the stretchiest elastic

will break when stretched too far.

Still

St. Augustine advised,

“Patience is the companion of wisdom. ”

So, I am fighting

to be wise.

 

write on the page

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:43 am
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“We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.”

Edith Pierce

Our life is a story.  Some are romances, some are adventure stories, some are didactic, some are political thrillers, some are fantasies…  What’s yours?

 

Arg! April 11, 2012

Filed under: Poetry,Writing — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:25 am
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Your priorities are

not my priorities.

Your time is

not my time.

Your hopes are

not my hopes.

Your deadlines

are not my deadlines.

But all

of mine,

depend

on yours.

 

wanna be happy? April 8, 2012

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:46 am
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“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.”
― Abraham Lincoln

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jet lag March 29, 2012

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:13 am
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I sitting here feeling wobbly. My head hurts when I move too quickly, and I’m so tired I can barely move. It’s been almost a week since we stepped onto the plane in London for the journey home, and I still feel like I did the first night when we pulled into the driveway after 24 straight hours of travel: gross.

Normally, I don’t even feel jet lag. I’ve been to Europe six times over the years, and after the first 12 to 15 hour sleep, my clock has reset and I’m fine. So what’s different this time?

Sure, I’m older than my first trip when I was eighteen, but I didn’t react like this last year, so I don’t think that’s it. I’ve pondered all week, and the only thing I can think of is that we had daylight flights this time. Both going and coming we followed the sun. In previous years, I believe most of the flights were over night.

How about you? Do you get jet lag? Is it worse after day flights than it is after night flights? How do you deal with it?

 

toes March 28, 2012

Filed under: Commentary,Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 10:22 am
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My toes travel,
shifting beneath the sheets,
searching for your warm form,
and encounter emptiness.
Where you were
there lingers
a memory of warmth
that leaves me longing,
lonely,
for your return.

 

empty March 21, 2012

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:34 am
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What laughter echoes

through empty hallways

mocking joy

mocking always.

What song echoes

through empty places

mocking love

mocking faces.

What words echo

through empty pages

mocking peace

mocking rages.

 

building cathedrals March 16, 2012

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:03 am
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Over the last few years, we’ve had the opportunity to visit several basilica and cathedrals in Italy and France.  These huge edifices dedicated to the glory of God, all share one commonality: the architects and builders who began the project did not get to see it completed.  Building a cathedral is a gift to the future that you will never see.  This thought first occurred to me when I read Ken Follet’s Pillars of the Earth, but it has been reinforced by recent experience.

Take La Sagrada Familia in Barcelona, Spain, for example.  The project was begun in 1882.  The initial architect retired in 1883 and Antoni Gaudi took over.  He was so dedicated to the project that he moved in, and had a bedroom in the church.  He died in 1826.  In the book, The Gaudi Key, I read that he was hit by a tram, and he was dressed so poorly that he was presumed to be homeless, and taken to a pauper’s hospital.  When he was found, he refused to move, and he died there.  He had spent over 40 years building the church at that point, and he remains there, buried in a crypt under the high altar.

In keeping with Gaudi’s style, La Sagrada Familia is a very organic building.  Animals and nature abound.  Some of the spires seem to have been inspired by termite nests.  Trees sprout from others.  The columns supporting the roof are like primeval trees.  The ceiling has parabolic circles Gaudi intended to improve the acoustics of the choir loft, which was built for 1000 choristers.

It takes a special kind of vision to look into the future and begin building a cathedral.  La Sagrada Familia is scheduled for completion in 2026, in time for the 100th anniversary of Gaudi’s death.  The project is completely financed with donations and entry fees to the church.  We bought our tickets and climbed the stairs of those spires.  We contributed a little bit to the building of a cathedral, a little nod to the future whether we are part of it or not.

Great projects are begun by simple men.  When others assume the vision and accept the challenge, the baton is passed, and great accomplishments can be achieved.