Shawn L. Bird

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socialism on the rise… May 3, 2011

Filed under: Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:04 am
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What a fascinating development!  The Conservatives get a majority but the Liberals are decimated and the New Democrats become the loyal opposition.   It’s a whole new world out there.  I don’t even know what to say, but I’ll bet the Americans are a little nervous that the socialists got so much headway.  I look forward  to seeing what Jack can do with some power, though unfortunately not quite enough to balance the House and encourage lots of negotiation through coalition bargaining.

I like multi-party negotiations for ensuring the most fair policies for the largest number of Canadians.  As a result, I’m  not thrilled about this majority, and too be honest, based on what I heard I’m kind of surprised about it.  Oh well.  It is what it is.  Let’s hope that everyone governs with grace and consideration for the greatest number of citizens rather than any special interest groups.  Good luck Canada.

 

the cute nerd May 1, 2011

Filed under: Friendship,Grace Awakening — Shawn L. Bird @ 3:43 pm
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I have just had a shocking epiphany. Once upon a time when I was in elementary school, I had a wild crush on a scrawny, goofy nerd. When I looked back at this memory while I was writing Grace Awakening, I had a sense of moral superiority over my affection for the kid. He had his talents, sure, and a sense of humour to boot, but he wasn’t building his biceps in the gym after school and he wasn’t going to be signed in any model search. In fact, I built the first meeting of Ben and Grace on the foundations of this premise: that her first sight of him has no impact because he’s “just another band dweeb to pass in the halls,” until he starts playing his music and she loses herself in the inexplicable connection as their destinies entwined.  It was important that there was no attraction before that moment.

Well, now I have to re-think everything.

I just saw a photo of said nerdy guy, at just the age when I first saw him.  He’s cute.  Nerdly cute, of course, but most definitely cute. What the heck?! I honestly don’t remember such cuteness!   But there it is.  Plainly, that year at least, if not in the following ones, there was decided cuteness.  It’s kind of a Justin Bieber in Drew Carey’s glasses thing.  Strange.  Cute.

I am agog. I can see that before such cuteness I would obviously have been helpless to resist.  Apparently I am far more shallow than I thought. How humbling.  I may have to re-think that entire first chapter of Grace Awakening.

Or maybe not.  Grace and Ben have their own history that doesn’t have anything to do with my history.  But still.  I built that chapter on a ‘germ of truth’ that turns out to be a ‘germ of untruth.’  It’s quite discombobulated me.  When the germ of truth that became the story is wrong, all that’s left is story.  Grace is once again claiming her own reality and leaving me baffled.

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PS.  I wish I could show you the photo, but that would probably get me into trouble.  So you’re  just going to have to trust me on this one:  cute.

Well.  I might be able to show you the photo.  Email me if you remember the kid in question.  I might share.

 

 

i choose April 28, 2011

Filed under: Commentary,Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:40 pm
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I choose

to believe.

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I choose to believe

that my one vote

can make a difference

like a single pebble

rippling

to the edges of a still pond

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I choose to believe

that my choice

provides the fuel for the future,

that in exercising my franchise

my small voice resonates.

I do not have to stand

in the street and shout

to make my opinion heard.

I walk into my polling place

unmolested

and cast my vote fearlessly.

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I choose to believe

that my vote matters.

I choose to believe

that leaders want to govern

responsibly,

that they care about the people

they represent,

that they want to make a difference.

I choose to believe

in the hope of a better tomorrow.

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I choose to make a difference.

to be a pebble in the pond

of democracy,

and so

I vote.

 

 

young voices April 27, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 8:52 am
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I’m feeling hopeful that things are changing.

The Powers That Be don’t try to attract the youth vote, because they say youth don’t vote. I’m a little confused about that, because I voted when I was a youth, as did my friends.  My students all seem very excited about the possibility of voting as they leave high school. So what happens? What makes them drop out of the voting process?
On Facebook right now there is a status floating around that goes, “Out of 23.6 million electors in the last election, only 5.2 million voted for Harper’s Conservatives. That’s 22% of eligible voters, and 16.2% of the total population. There are 5.65 million Canadians aged 18-29. In the past, this age group has voted so little that politicians don’t bother with them. If all of Canada’s youth voted, they would rock the whole political system!”
I didn’t check the facts before I reposted it, but I like the message. The youth have power, if they choose to use it.

Somewhere else I heard, “You wouldn’t let your grandparents choose your music, why do you let them choose your government?”  😉  I like that one, too.  It appeals to that rebellious streak in me.

I decided to conduct a little poll on Facebook. Most of my Facebook friends are former or current students, so I asked,  “Are you voting in the federal election?” Over 84% of respondants said either yes or that they would if they could.  That’s a positive situation that doesn’t seem to echo what the government believes.  Of course, my highly scientific poll was a rather small sample (13 total) so perhaps it is meaningless.  I choose to believe it shows that within my circle of influence, at least, young people want to have a voice.

We all need to contribute to the exercise of democracy.

Over the years I think I have voted for every party from Reform to Green. I tend to study the candidates and choose the one that seems most intelligent and well spoken, as opposed to the one who is most likely to have his/her party form the government. My husband doesn’t think this is very strategic, but I try to believe in the power of my one vote.

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Voting is an exercise in hope. We trust that we will have a government that listens to us and makes wise decisions. Most of the time, we’re pretty lucky, compared to most places in the world. I like to think that’s because we’re watchful. Young people on the other side of the world are dying these days to get the right to have the government of their choice.  I hope our young people take advantage of their franchise, and don’t let their grandparents make the decisions without their contribution.

 

Cinderella power April 25, 2011

In 2009 an Oprah Show audience member stood up after the taping and related the story of being  bullied because he was undeniably gay, even as a little boy. The kids called him sissy. He said, “Here’s how gay I was,  I carried a pink Cinderella lunch box in grade four!” Listen to his story to get the details of how that lunch box delivered his emancipation from bullying.  Click the link to Oprah’s site: http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/Audience-Member-Tommys-Lesson-on-Bullying-Video/topic/oprahshow

As I watched, it occured to me that he had amazing parents. How many fathers would tolerate having their little boys go to school carting pink Cinderella lunch boxes? I think it is quite wonderful how they allowed him to have the lunch box he wanted. They had to know that he was going to get teased for having it, but they allowed him to have it.

There’s an example of positive parenting- letting your kid be who he is, and letting him make his own decisions!

Okay, dad’s comment that he should fight his battle was rather harsh (see the video) but obviously it worked to give Tommy some self-respect.  There is some poetic justice in that pink lunchbox being the weapon of  choice.

Consider the symbolism of Cinderella. She is transformed from her dreary life to the magical world she longs for. So it was for Tommy. Cinderella helped him transform his world.

Talk about a Cinderella story!

 

Magic Fontaine April 24, 2011

Last year after my husband and I spent a couple of weeks touring Italy, people would ask us what place we enjoyed the most, and we were unable to answer. Venice was, well, Venice: beautiful, spectacular, sad, interesting. We’d go back to explore more of her rabbit warrens in an instant. Cinque Terre, the five Mediterranean Sea coast towns, were picturesque, delightful and soothing. Rome was amazing for a hundred different reasons, and special because my fourth Finnish host family joined us there. Pompeii answered a childhood wish. Geneva (okay- that was a side-trip to Switzerland) was lovely, organized, expensive, and fascinating. Each was so different that there was no way to choose between them. Each was completely special in its own way.

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The Petrarch Museum in the white building on the right is believed to be on the site of Petrarch’s house.

This year I found myself talking about one place whenever anyone asked us about our trip to France. Sure, Nice was nice. Yes, Avignon was intriguing. Paris was bustling and full of things to see. The star of our visit was a small village that most people have never heard of.

Somewhere around 1310 Francesco Petrarca, his father and his brother made a visit to the source of the Sorgue River. It had been known for centuries as a miracle of nature. There was a hole at the bottom of a limestone cliff, a still pool, and then a raging river. Greeks and Romans had come to marvel at it in their time.  Petrarca was a boy, but he declared that this was a place he wanted to live. Some twenty years later, he bought property and spent fifteen contented years off and on living in his house on the banks of the Sorgue, trying to forget Laure, writing, and tending his books and his gardens: one at his house and another by the still pool of the spring at Fontaine de Vaucluse.

There is a magic in this place. The incongruity of the stillness and the noise. The contrast of the white cliffs and greenery. The fortress on the top of the hill that was in ruins even in Petrarca’s time. The sound of the newly born river which seems to burrow into your head and erase all hurry. The meditative nature of the place.

I could never have described it from the photographs. This is one place that one has to visit to fully appreciate. I wish I’d had more time to just soak in the atmosphere of the place.

At the Petrarch Museum, located on the site of his house, I found a comment he’d made that in the past, people had come to Fontaine de Vaucluse to see the miracle of the spring, but in the future, they’d come because he had lived there. I pointed out to my husband the enormous conceit of a man to make such an assertion. He just smirked and said, “We’re here, aren’t we?”

And so we were. If Francesco Petrarca had not been writing about Fontaine de Vaucluse in the 14th century, I would never have known about it and I would never have sought the experience. I would never have found myself sitting by the river bank as the sound of the Sorgue carried me back seven centuries. He was pompous, but he was right.  His words are entwined in the magic of the place.

 

word power April 23, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:45 am
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 When you change the perspective, you change everything.  Words are powerful tools.  They can be the fuel to change the world.  Words begin revolutions.  A good word can bring success.  A bad word can destroy a reputation.  A kind word can inspire love.  A cruel one can unhinge love.

Choose your words most carefully.

Change the world.

 

I am an island April 22, 2011

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 8:53 pm
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I am an island.

Not like Simon’s

impenetrably tearless rock,

but one aimed at

by a ferry of tourists:

a welcome adventure,

a gathering of isolation

a mad mix of artists,

rolled into a village

surrounded by a sea

of civilization.

I am an island:

your escape,

our excuse.

I am.

 

ever considered? April 21, 2011

Filed under: Commentary,Writing — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:08 pm
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Topic #99: Have you ever considered writing a book? If so what would it be about? Make a list of the ideas you want to cover, or the themes it might have. If you’ve never considered writing a book, what other major work have you thought about (a movie? a symphony?).

Ah, yeah…  😀  Well….   Of course there’s Grace Awakening (click the link above).

Mostly, I think I’d like to stick to writing for teens and young adults.  I like themes of acceptance, love, and growth.  I like to teach something as well, so Grace Awakening is full of characters and references to Greek mythology, poetry forms, and history which gives a lot of extra dimension to the story if the reader chooses to pursue additional investigation.

I started writing a book when I was a teen.  I had the theme and some of the key characters figured out early, but it took many tries to get it into a form that worked properly.  In the six months that Grace Awakening was evolving on my keyboard, it was surprising how all the past writing wove itself into the narrative, expanding into something powerful and new. 

Everything that was becomes part of what will be.

I am presently working (or procrastinating) on two novels.  One is ‘just about finished’ (as i t has been for a year or so) and the other is the prequel to Grace Awakening.  Doing the research for that one last month in France makes me yearn for another trip.  There is so much to learn, and the words flew thick and fast while basking in all that atmosphere.  I have several other ideas floating around in my brain as well.  Once you start writing, the words bubble like a spring, and the chapters drift like a river toward a sea of story.

 

Responsible government April 20, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 8:30 pm
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There is a certain expectation we have of leaders.  If a school principal stormed about screeching incomprehensively, kids would neither respect him nor listen to him.  His more positive leadership abilities would be lost in the extremely visible hysteria.  If a teen wants something, stomping and shouting is less likely to attain the goal, than quiet, persistent pressure and negotiation.  If a dog is yapping uncontrollably while you’re trying to talk to someone at the door, the dog gets a firm silencing.  Yet in the House of Commons, screeching, shouting and yapping are the order of the day.

How can the grown men and women who wish to govern our nation expect to be taken seriously as trustworthy, thoughtful people when their behaviour suggests they are hysterical toddlers?  Whenever I tune into Question Period I last about twenty seconds before I have to change the channel because the bickering sounds like an out of control Middle School classroom. 

So how about it folks?  If you want to govern the country, how about showing some self-control and good sense?  Quit shouting in the background while other people are trying to speak.  Quit calling each other names.  Quit using scare tactics to try to convince the populace that negotiating in a coalition scenario is worse than having one man’s ideas shoved down our throats.  Let’s see some real responsible government for once.  That’s my expectation of a leader.  Let’s hope after this election we have one.