Shawn L. Bird

Original poetry, commentary, and fiction. All copyrights reserved.

metaphor for the publication journey February 1, 2011

Filed under: Grace Awakening,Poetry,Writing — Shawn L. Bird @ 7:22 am
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The sun is gleaming
so brightly that the snow is blinding.
The future’s so bright I’ve got to wear shades.

Every day another supporter, another booster,

another enthusiastic participant
in the waiting game asks, “WHEN?”
Soon, I assure them. Soon!

A flicker on the computer screen
“I hate to have to tell you…”
and a gleaming dream
is buried in a white out of
black uncertainty.
I don’t know now, I have to tell them
I can’t see anymore.

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80 minutes ago I received word that the publisher for Grace Awakening is closing down in 30 days.  Grace was scheduled for release in 240 days.  That is 210 days too late, unfortunately.  Now we’re back to peddling a manuscript.  Poor Grace!

 

Pessimism in action January 31, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 12:48 am
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Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. – Helen Keller.

Noticed this quote on a board at Curves the other day. It made me consider different angles to that, and I came up with a quote of my own:

Pessimism is the despair that leads to failure. – Shawn Bird

If you have a negative outlook, if you don’t believe that there is something good coming in your future, nothing good happens for you. You become mired in your own misery and hopelessness. If you can find hope, and believe that even if things are bad now, that there will be a brighter day coming, then you have the vision to get through the hardship.

What happens when your brain chemistry isn’t letting you get there? If you can’t find the joy and hope, you may need a little help. Your brain is probably not producing enough ‘happiness hormones’ for you to have a positive outlook. Bring on the anti-depressants!You can change that and open up a world of possibility. See your doctor. There is no need to be miserable!  Some people think anti-depressants are for the weak, but depression is all about chemistry, it’s not about will or strength of character.   You wouldn’t think you were weak if you needed nitroglycerin for your heart or anti-rejection drugs for your transplant, so why on earth should you feel bad if you need drugs to adjust your neurochemistry? 

Work with your doctor.  Take the drugs.  Don’t wallow in despair and misery.  Find the optimism that will give you the faith and hope in a positive future that will allow you to achieve all you can achieve in life.

 

musicful January 30, 2011

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 1:15 am
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I raise to wakefulness

on the strains of your piano

that pull me to consciousness.

The stumbled notes

of the imperfect rendering

reminds that only God is perfect,

and yet

as the imperfect notes carry me along

I can’t help thinking

that the iimperfection

makes you the most perfect

musician for me.

 

sideways sweater January 29, 2011

Filed under: Commentary — Shawn L. Bird @ 3:52 am
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So– um.  People have asked me for the pattern of this sweater, but since I kind of make it up as I go along, it’s a bit tricky to share.   I’ll do the best I can!

You’re going to have to already know how to knit to follow these instructions, because you’re going to need to be experienced enough to modify it if you don’t think it’s working for you, and to have a clue what I’m talking about.

First- I found this yarn in a bargain bin at Zellers- 3 balls for $5.99.  I have no idea of its name, brand, weight, etc.  There are two different yarns knit together.  One is a varigated black/beige boucle  (which created the diamond pattern with no help from me!) the other is a thin ribbon yarn in lime green.   I used less than 2 balls of each for the sweater.   It was knit on 7.5 mm regular needles to start the first sleeve, switched to 7.5 round needles (only so all the stitches could fit- it is not knit ‘in the round’) for the body, then back to the regular 7.5 mm needles for the other sleeve.  A 6.5 mm round needle is needed for the ribbing at the neckline. It’s knit all in one piece and is a size 12 or thereabouts.  The body diameter is 34″ but stretches quite a bit.  Make whatever modifications you need to make it work for you.

Cast on 50 stitches.  Knit in garter stitch (knit every row) for 14 inches.  Switch to round needles.  Add on 50 stitches, knit back, add another 50 stitches on the other side.  (this is the body) Knit 2″.  (one shoulder) Knit 45 stitches, cast off 10, continue to knit to the end of the row, return, and now add two new balls to continue.  Knit back and forth on one set of balls for the front, and the other set for the back for about 13″. Knit one side, cast on 10 to join up the neck again, tie one yarn into the other and cut (using just 2 balls again) continue down the other side.  Knit another 2″ to create the other shoulder.  Cast off 50 (back), knit to the end of the row turn, cast off 50, continue knitting the sleeve 14″.  Cast off. 

Using 6.5 round needles, pick up stitches around the neck.  (Pull yarn through every second vertical stitch onto the right needle).  Decide how high you want your neckline to go- this was knit 4″ in knit one purl one ribbing, then cast off loosely, folded over and whip stitched down.

If you wanted it to become a dress, you could use the same ribbing technique along the bottom hem to add 5 or 6 inches.

 

stay out of the settling pond January 28, 2011

Filed under: Literature,Pondering — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:04 pm
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“If we don’t change the world to suit us…then it’ll change us to suit it.” (Charles de Lint’s Memory and Dream. p. 17)

I keep coming back to this quote.  How often do we float with life, letting it act upon us instead of molding it the way we want it to be?   If we don’t want to be battered and beaten by the battles around us, we need to make the decisions that allow us to get out.

Finish school.

Get training.

Leave the deadbeat.

Take the anti-depressants.

Apply for the dream job.

Write the book.

Go on that trip.

We have to take control of who we want to be and make our life happen.  We have to get over the small fears to experience the greater benefit.  If we don’t, we have no reason to complain when life sweeps us along the gutter and dumps us unceremoniously into the settling pond.

 

dreaming of you January 26, 2011

Filed under: Commentary,Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 5:37 am
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Old friend
Last night
We walked
hand in hand
within a dream.
Your smile and laughter
woke wishes and hopes.
Old friend
who visits
my dreams to
remind me  of

the youthful joys
that make me smile
at soft sweet memories

 

border crossings January 25, 2011

Filed under: Reading — Shawn L. Bird @ 6:49 pm
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She had stood in one of those rare border crossings between the past and the future where one is aware—so aware—that the decision about to be made will change everything. (Charles de Lint’s Memory and Dream, p. 69)

I’m just thinking about milestones.  You know, the mid-life crisis kind of moments when you look at your  life and you think the crucial questions:

  • Is this where I wanted to be?
  • Is this what I wanted to be doing?
  • Is this what I wanted to be feeling?

If the answer to any of those questions in no, then it’s the time to stand on the corner and study the other directions that you could go.  If you don’t like where you’re headed, if you don’t like what you’re doing.  if you don’t like what you’re feeling, then it’s time to take charge of your life and head in a new direction.

Sometimes your heart in your throat and the weight on your shoulder try to force you to stay on the familiar, painful path.  If you’re not happy there, why keep walking it?  If you’re not the person you want to be, you are the only one who has the power to transform into the true self lurking beneath the surface.  

Take hold of your future.  Put your feet on a new path and embrace the adventure of discovery.  Despite all the fears that have held you back from attaining the true connection and the true joy you hve longed for, you may discover a world of fulfillment unbelievably better than what you had before.  Even though you couldn’t imagine more, your new path may lead you to a bounty of joy that you couldn’t conceive of previously.

Look around the cross roads, step over the border into a new life.

 

frosty sky January 24, 2011

Filed under: Poetry — Shawn L. Bird @ 2:43 am
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My sky

is lit with blue

sparkling with the frost

that glistens on the trees.

Your sky

is a vast midnight

glowing with the snow

that reflects a sunless sky.

Our sky

is knit with stars

sparkling in the coolness

that connects our continents.

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photo by Markku Reijula, Kotka Finland. Used with permission

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I’m missing my host families in Finland today, and thinking of the Finnish winter skies that are bright despite the absence of the sun as the snow reflects light so even in the dark, the world glows with light.  There is a metaphor here for life!

 

Peace invocation January 22, 2011

Filed under: Rotary,Rotary invocations — Shawn L. Bird @ 7:25 am
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Eleanor Roosevelt said,

It isn’t enough to talk about peace, one must believe it. 
    And it isn’t enough to to believe in it, one must work for it.

Today, as we consider our role as Rotarians in our community, let us remember that while we work on local and international projects, we are working for peace. 

 We must promote peace with our words and in our daily decisions.  There can be no peace in the world if there is no peace in ourselves.  When we, as a world of Rotarians at all levels of society, reflect our conscientious desire to promote peace, we embrace this belief.  Peace will be possible. 

First ourselves.  Next our club.  Then the world.
                                                                        

(c) Shawn Bird 2011  Free use with Rotary.  Please credit Shawn when you share this in your club; as well, please leave a comment to let us know your club  and when you intend to use it.  With thanks.

 

How to be published: step one January 21, 2011

Filed under: Commentary,Writing — Shawn L. Bird @ 9:58 pm
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I’m getting asked a lot about how to be published these days.  I’m not exactly an expert in this field, because I’m still in the process of having my first novel published.  However, I’ve been researching and I know the steps so I’m happy to share with you.  I can talk about resources for putting together queries, finding agents or publishers, etc.  It’s fairly straight-forward stuff, available all over the internet. (Check out www.writersdigest.com for a start).

None of that information is valuable if no one wants to read what you’re writing, though.  Publishing is a business. Your work has to be timely and marketable.   So let’s look at the basics.

1. story

What are you writing about?  Is it worth reading?  Is it interesting? Is it funny? Is there a proper story arc (exposition, rising action, climax, falling action, and denouement)  Do you lead the reader through with tension?  Do they want to keep reading?

 Is the topic current?  If the topic has been exhausted already (i.e. I wouldn’t want to try to market a vampire manuscript at the moment!) or if it is  dated, you need to find a modern, interesting angle to your work.  Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice was a classic with universal themes, but not many modern readers were on the edge of their seat flipping its pages.  Seth Grahame-Smith’s Pride and Prejudice with Zombies, however, put an new spin on the classic and brought readers flocking to it.

2.  pace

Have you edited your work to ensure that it grabs the reader and doesn’t let go?  Have you cut and cut and cut so that the reduncies have been removed?   Have you started us in the middle of the action so we’re instantly captivated by the characters and conflict?

3. format

Do you actually know the conventions?  Do you know how to spell correctly? How to format your dialogue correctly?  How to punctuate?  How to craft sentences?  How to paragraph?

Go look at the books in the library.  Study those of your genre.  If you manuscript doesn’t look like those published works, it is less likely to be accepted by an agent, editor or publisher.

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These are the main pointers I’ve learned at the many workshops and in the many writing books I’ve stumbled across in the last couple of years.   The lack of these things appears to be the bane of the agents, editors and publishers.  They repeat the same things constantly, so obviously the writers aren’t listening.  You want to make it as easy as possible for them.  Give them a great idea, great writing, and a great format.  Show them you’re going to make it easy to work with you. 

Write well little writers!