That sunny day
beguiled.
Promises of warmth.
Such trust to place
in rays,
those sparkling
reflections on the snow.
Liars.
Every
one.
“No” is not always
a negative thing.
.
Sometimes it is
a sweet relief.
.
Sometimes “yes”
brings too much to do,
too much responsibility
too much accountability.
.
Sometimes “no”
breathes a melancholy sigh.
Thankfulness.
This is not the time.
I’m checking today
Again.
I checked yesterday
And the day before
And the day before that.
Each time,
I catch my breath,
before I click the key.
Open.
Enter.
Hopeful.
So far,
No news.
But
I’ll keep checking,
Until I
Know.
.
Oh!
How lucky I am
in you.
How blessed I am
to know you.
How grateful I am
for you.
Three steps ahead
he strides forward,
in a rush,
as usual,
to get nowhere,
quickly.
He trails her behind him,
a fuming
sputter
of irritation,
gathering pressure,
ready to explode.
You look familiar,
I said.
Where do I know you from?
We listed things we do,
things we did,
places we go,
people we know.
Nothing in common.
It was weeks later,
I saw you through the crowd,
and realized I’d seen you in my mirror
forty years ago.
Pick a picture
search the eyes
the dead glass
living eyes
No vacancy
blink
No vacancy
blink
No vacancy
in broken down windows
picked clean
pick up
this dream.